heart broken

19 nov , today after watch movie, I went home on9 check mail.. I see his msg on msn.. he ask me giv him back his thing.. I msg him n discuss v him abt it.. at 1st I dun hav d feel 2 giv him back cos I dunno y stil dowan lost him.. d end in d conversation I have asked him : u really wanna clear up all d thing v me ?... he replied : yes.
On dat time my heart totally broken, it was bleeding it was pain.. on dat time stupid me dunn wat to do jus keep on control my tears not to out.. cos I edi promise myself not to cry for this bastard anymore..

I went to up stair, try to make myself slep, suddenly babe come in.. he can feel my sadness, he keep on ask me wat happen v me v d bastard.. Finally my tears raining out, i told him everything.. dat is really I 1st time cry when after d argument, it edi few weeks.. he tel me quite many story abt himself.. haih,cant believe he got dumb by a gal b4 dat time he aso very sad like me but he must face d fact, so dat he can live happily when recover..

We chat for few hours until d day morning d, my sadness aso follow d nite slowly over.. finally, I cry for u… haha, stupid gal..