shryne's christmas ~ love

hi, shryne back~ jus wake up from sleep, waiting my bobo wake up so take sumtime upload my happy christmas share v u guys 1st..

hehe.. this year my christmas is simple but i enjoy well which is v mr lovely bobo & my sweet family, js a only thing quite waste is cant celebrate v my babes.. all of them have their own entertaintment especially, our B mia back to vietnam.. but its ok, as long i got wish them on time & give them christmas present 1st.. hope u gals love the christmas present.. xoxo..

ok, now.. i lazy to type more, so let the pic say everything. show time~
*pic quality is low, cos i forgot bring camera so use hp.. haha XD

present for my babes..

christmas eve :

cooked by bobo, deco by ham bao~

bobo trying his chicken chop, hmm.. just nice ~

white wine of the night~

appetizer of the night, so cute~~ XD

tada~ jingle bell jingle bell~ our christmas tree.. haha

after lovely dinner of cos is ........ rest la.. hahaha.. so full so must rest lo.. hehe*blush

i know its ugly, but bobo like it so ok la..! haha

bobo k.o d after xoxo things.. *blush

so, dats all my christmas eve.. merry christmas..

xoxo, muakz

shryne's december~

hi december.. wat is in shryne mind thinking of december..? Christmax!! but my dear december.. now leave christmas 10 days more.. there is a lots of thing happen in this few weeks.. nah, jus small little things.. but its enuf make me headache like hell.. so,

1st thing first.. my another dear dear finally settle all his shit come back to his family, hope he wont make my dearest god father disapointed anymore.. dear dear, u know in this world u & him is my only dear dear.. luv u~~~

2nd, finally i've settle up m 21st birthday plan.. even its not a big plan, but wat i wan for my birthday is all the pl i love happy always obviously will be enjoy on my birthday celebration..

3rd, sad thing come.. T_T my bobo... there is something happen between us.. our 1 year relationship now is facing a very hard time.. but in my mind, i think we will be solve it out soon.. && our relationship will be super duper SOLID~ muahahah *blush*

4th, mom & bro jus tel me our family have invest a very big plan.. now our family facing a long time war for 7 years.. hope daddy & mommy can solve it asap.. & we as children will be suppport & love u guys always..^^ 

5th, ngek ngek, there is something shryne decided wanna ERASE it FOREVER.. but i chicken XD, need my B's support.. hehe *shy shy*

yada yada~~~ that all, shryne wanna shout it out before christmas.. phiew~ feel a little bit release~ no choice la.. my B all busy today.. wanna release also hard, so jus crap it here.. hahaha.. okey dokey, prepare my party mood enjoy B outing on this coming thursday...

* now shryne's word B is goin from babe become bitch soon.. muahaha (evil)

*for 1 day only la.. ><"

HoHoHo..! Chr!stmaX Com!ng... ♥

Yeah.. my nightmare goin to over soon.. hahaha..

My Chistmax mood slowly ON now.. hehehe..

keep thinking of wat present for my best friends &  family..

lolz, of coz family easy la.. cook for them lo.. hohoho

hmm, for my luvly bobo..??? Appeton weight gain.. ngek ngek ngek XD

Lastly, for my babes..hehe..*blush..

im so happy its been damn long time i've never buy christmax present for frens d..

i think its been almost 5 years after my dear dear, K***** leave..

argh, don think abt it la.. hahaha

ok, i've use almost 3 weeks time to search, finally... hehehe

i've buy something cute to u all la.. hahahha blek.. XD

Chun bo? ~~~KARMA~~~

趣味測試看透你三生三世 心理測驗，結果是 蝴蝶

你在前世有過這樣的經歷：前世的你是個侵略性很強的人，

你擁有顯赫的家世與出眾的才貌，所以你很霸道，

你經常欺騙真心待你的人，還愛玩腳踏兩條船的遊戲。

上天對你的所作所為很不滿喲！

於是讓你在今世裏變成一個脆弱的人，

你必須重新建立良好的做人原則才能得到幸福。

*今世的你:

今世的你是個喜歡呼朋喚友的人，

愛熱鬧，一刻也停不下來。

只有在人多的時候，你才有安全感，

你害怕落單，所以時時刻刻都要一大幫子人圍著你，

你就像個脆弱無力的小孩一樣，

一點小小的打擊就能致你于死地。

這樣的你缺乏自信以及缺乏成熟的頭腦，

活在別人翅膀底下可不行喲！

你喜歡細心週到型的感情模式，

你在戀愛的時候會變得格外地憂柔寡斷...，

所以就會顯得不乾脆，

這樣的你很容易嚇跑個性強的人喲！

你的愛情攻勢很任性呢！

*你的缺點:

過於情緒化的你依賴性太強，心態幼稚的你喜歡被別人呵護，做事缺乏判斷力和獨立性，連一點點小小的波折都經不起呢！

*今世跟你速配的人:想轉世做金魚的人。

who let the dogs out ! woof woof !

D.O.G

shryne gonna be crazy after see all my frens surrounded v dogs..

being my bf 1st thing must have dogs.. argh ! love dogs so much...

but my weirdo daddy owned a pet shop when i was child, he sell every pets except dogs & cats..

swt... he afraid of it.. duh...

farnie daddy so big size scare of small furry thing.. muahahaha..

he dunno how adorable the dogs are.. wuu~~

ok, staright to the shit i wanna shout it loud !!! i wanna have a dog !!! i cant stand anymore !!!

DOG

DOGS

DOGGIES

DOGSSSS!!!!!

After discuss v my damn bro.. add this minus that, we left 2 option.. there is 1 big dog & a small dog.. 'HUSKY & MALTESE' guess wat?? because my bro wan white colour dog.. argh... fine, because for small dog i prefer schnauzer, but my damn bro say look so old...(his face not much differant la) haih...

SO pls give me some option which dog i should choose ?

1st: Maltese..??

or 2nd Husky..??

*wat am i thinking is, if i have maltese then can wear watever freaking cute costume to it ; other than that, if i have husky then i can bring it to fight wif Gizmo & babe vic's Baobei for revenge..!! muahaha

i still miss u.. unforgiven

phiew.. finally take a damn deep breath ask abt u..

2 years edi, i still miss u..

ur pic still in my wallet..

i've never tell any new frens abt u..

wat u've done to me ??

is unforgiven..

but im the 1 who take down my face beg u back..

ITS VERY EMBARASED DAY

cool blood u, leave me v'out a word...

Today, i ask pl abt u

its stupid act

jus know its ur final year in mlys

no matter u still miss me ono

still remember me ono

I, 'dai gu jie'

wish

U, 'dai yi ma'

happy ever after

of cos wish our

'mommy' also

still remember our song

G.L.A.M.O.R.O.U.S

Thankz v'out let u know ><"

today.. shryne is very bad in mood in the morning when after back from college... she got some tragedi.. worst thing from a bloody slut biatch.. actually shryne edi have sense of get this tragedi happen bt this is more worst than she think.. anyway, i don wan talk abt this anymore.. pl who know me will can guess wat the hell happen on me again..

all right.. talk abt who shryne gal wan to thank... hehe, guess who??!! is my dum dum, bobo, & lovely babe nick.. hehe, bobo is enjoy playing his favourite dj mixer player now wif dunno wat am i doin over here.. the song he play is my favourite r&b song.. he is getting improve his skill now.. is he gonna be dj in future?? nah! i wont let him be, later those gal in club snatch my bobo away.. haha.. so selfish..

y suddenly talk so far?? lolz... crazy me.. ok, back to main..
after i back from college, the 1st person i wanna talk is babe ken, i know he is busy working in singapore now.. i don wan let him know how useless am i... i was very down & dissapointed 2 myself.. feel like i better do as my mom say... jus go work dun nid study since i don like 2 study.. bt mom, if wan me work, wat job should i do?? there 2 job offer to me in good salary only, jus modelling in s*** bmg, or be air stewardess... this 2 job make me feel more useless.. i have been heared a lot of bad thing abt this 2 job especialy gossip thing or girls fight..

i head damn pain like hell keep on worry this & that.. i feel like wanna release try find sum1else 2 talk... so i called my babe gurl victoria... the funny thing is i dunno how 2 talk 2 her.. i feel like don wan let any1 else know how useless am i.. haih........ shryne gonna crazy la !!! @#$^*

the best thing is drive car like crazy 2 cool myself down.. i love to cry in car.. dunno y, haha how freak am i.. swt thing is my tears didint out this time.. this make me more suffer..==" argh !!!! 2nd, i go play fb.. hahaha.. erm.. ok lo.. watch some korea stupid comedy laugh laugh a while den bobo come.. ask me out have lunch v him.. on the way to the stall we always go he suddenly feel like go sumwhere else eat & watch movie.. so we change our plan 2 times square..

woohoo..!! its long time bobo never pursposely bring me go shopping & watch movie !! muahahaha.. how happy am i?? thank god mayb know i very bad in mood... at times square we go eat ayam penyet after buy movie ticket.. lolz.. the ayam penyet taste too dry.. break my mood, js like guys love 2 say "potong stim".. dah! watever la.. after eat do wat??!!! of cos is all gal's love activities la !! shopping time !!! muahahahaha.....

i wanna shop as much as i wan.. but..... but.. but..... times square don have much the brand of boutique i wan !!! argh !! don care la.. js buy wat i like.. ngek ngek.. guess wat i buy ??!! lolz... LALA thing.. hahaa... i've try a lot of skirt over there.. wow all price cheap like hell & so their materials also cant convience me 2 buy them.. lolz, the most funy thing is bobo "beh tahan" all the clothes i tried.. cos its too LALA.. hahha.. u know gals mus at least buy sumthing 1 la sine they edi step in mall.. so i jus cincai buy 2 skirt & 1 beach bag.. && another 1 cute bag is for my babe gurl vicki's bday present.. gurl, i've try hard 2 choose as cute as i can wif my ur so called too mature taste.. hahha

i was very very happy after back from mall today... mus thanks 2 u, bobo.. help me release my bad mood.. phiew... release !!! muahahah.. thank you...^^

A letter for u..

I know u wont see my blog even u help me create it.. i jus wanna say out my final feel..




Bobo,

Do u really love me ? I mean in sincere, do u ever think of marriage ? If u do love me then how u show me your love ?

Yes, i know u love me all the time, especially beginning of our relationship, we have been gone through many thing before our relationshp start. But is it through by heart i dont know, i always doubt it. I do think of our marriage, because u always talk about it when we together. But is it the end of our love sory is happy ever after ? I do always love u, u know it, u can feel it, but u feel irritating with it.

Babe, u always dont care anything at all because u dont want do extra thing or u lazy with it. Even your girlfriend u can leave her back alone when during her birthday. Never think of any plan for her when her birthday, just leave her alone have supper at mcD count down her own birthday and walk at mall alone during her birthday. How u can be so cruel to me ? I dont know whats my wrong, i have this kind of worst birthday in my life.

We always argue, we also argue at christmas, new year eve, chinese new year, my birthday, valentine, your birthday & any other celebration. Normal days, we sure argue more than 5 times a week. U always make excuses of discount your care & love to me by your experience with your ex. Is it u should do this kind of fucking thing to me ?

Babe, since u so lazy & dont care at all. So, what my conclusion is its time for me to let u go ahead enjoy your own lazy life. U know what i want from from u, u know its easy, u still lazy to change it. I start lazy to love u since u so lazy. Bye, my bobo..

Love, babe

What kind of mood ???

One year once funeral coming soon.. ken, michelle, anna, nick, bryan, jordan, kim and shryne..... eight, just left 8 of us only... where the others 10 pl going ?? its been 6 years edi... people coming its getting less n less.. this 6 years a lot of thing happen.. i lost a lot of thing, i lost my fren, my career, my true love again and again.. its 3rd time i lost my dearest man last year.. its my revenge for what i've done for the pass.. what should i talk to them when i see them since the worst mistake i make last year? time go so fast, its almost 1 year edi.. its 1st time i so blur choose not listen to them, make them sad n worry abt me again n again.. when i get hurt, they worry me like hell keep on asking am i fine and take good care of me when i back from the hell place.. i know im so selfish and childish always don like 2 face the truth when somethng unhappy happen, i jus know hide behind of u all only.. i feel so guilty when everytime think of babe postpone his career at singapore jus becos of me.. im sorry babe.. hmm, now i think i know wat to tel u when i meet u edi.. hahax.. i think u'll be very proud of me when u hear wat i've done n learn for this 1 year.. miss u all so much, and also the life of hip hop..

Helpless...

Im so lonely, feel so empty.. Cant believe my 1 more important pl leave me...... why ! why u all must leave me alone here..? All of my dearest leave is for their future, that i can forgive.. But u ! u this stupid bastard ! how cum u so stupid do this kind of thing ! why u so stupid mix with those kind of pl make u go in this fucking shit road ! u say jus do it 1 time only but how ?!! now this 1 time make u cant come back anymore...

my dear, i really dunno wat happen to u.. i dunno why u wan do this but do u ever think of ur family be4 u did ths ?? do u know godfather & mom very worry and sad abt u when i go visit them after this incident?? last year i tot u edi mature, wont simply make mistake anymore.. since u take over ur dad's business every1 is looking good at u even mr.K** also.. me & godfather, ur dad was proud of u also.. after the incident which hapen on me last year, its almost 1 year i never meet u edi.. i know we can meet each other and our gang on our fren's funeral.. but now, we cant see u anymore or maybe 10 years later.. dear, u're the 1 who also protect me so much as ur real sister even our relationhip end, u stil care for me so much.. i really cant take this fate that i'll lost u jus like this.. i cant believe it.. i duno wat to say, i jus know im freaking mad at u !! Damn u ! u seriouslly is a stupid asshole ! however, jus take k whereever u are.. we will miss u so much,gor..

What love is ?

There are a lots of question i feel like every pl can't explain the best question is WHAT IS LOVE ??

Q : What is love ?

A1 : Love is care the person more than urself.. (bullshit! if u care urself than how u able to care other pl!)

A, from wikipedia : Love, as an abstract concept, love usually refers to a deep, ineffable feeling of tenderly caring for another person. Even this limited conception of love, however, encompasses a wealth of different feelings, from the passionate desire and intimacy of romantic love to the nonsexual emotional closeness of familial and platonic love to the profound oneness or devotion of religious love. Love in its various forms acts as a major facilitator of interpersonal relationships and, owing to its central psychological importance, is one of the most common themes in the creative arts. (wow, so detail til i stil not understand this crap)

There is some answer from 4-8 years old kids.. Its awesome ! Easy, short & straight !

• 'When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love.' Rebecca- age 8
  
• 'When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different.You just know that your name is safe in their mouth.' Billy - age 4
  
• 'Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs.' Chrissy - age 6
  
• 'Love is what makes you smile when you're tired.' Terri - age 4
  
• 'Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK.' Danny - age 7
  
• 'Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen.' Bobby - age 7 (Wow!)
  
• 'Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday.' Noelle - age 7
  
• 'If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate,' Nikka - age 6 (we need a few million more Nikka's on this planet)
  
• 'During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore.' Cindy - age 8
  
• 'Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken..' Elaine-age 5
  
• 'Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day.' Mary Ann - age 4
  
• 'You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it.. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget.' Jessica - age 8

And the final one

The winner was a four year old child whose next door neighbor was an elderly gentleman who had recently lost his wife. Upon seeing the man cry, the little boy went into the old gentleman's yard, climbed onto his lap, and just sat there. When his Mother asked what he had said to the neighbor, the little boy said, 'Nothing, I just helped him cry'

hmm..... so its LOVE, its important in many ways even in even those boys & girls method, family & others.. actually i dunno wat am i talking abt bt i really like all the answer from those kids, its very meaningful..

Should I mad at u ??!!!!!

gal, u're my best ever fren even i dunno u got treat me as like this be4 or not.. but i really treat u sincerely.. when in secondary, u know there are a lots of thing happen around us, all our frens.. but u know, i would never lie on u.. i always stand by u no matter wat happen.. even u're making some wrong decision, yes i'll scold u & keep on advise u like grandmada but u know de end i support u & prepare 2 lend u my shoulder when u need it.. im always there for u, u're the only 1 i say out all my secret, when im freaking happy & not happy, im jus thinking to find u out.. i miss the time u came 2 my house overnite & u not dare 2 wake up eary than me den i always took pillow 2 knock ur head.. i miss de time we almost everyday hang out together even jus go for a lunch o wat, cos we'll feel damn weird if we din meet each other 1 day.. then u went to kl study early dan me.. first few weeks, we chat in phone everyday, haha, funny there is 1 time we both pursposely don wan cal to each other for 1 week den we complain each other to our bf.. there are a lots of memory abt u.. i always act stupid & 4give u when u did sumthing wrong o take benefit from me cos i treat u as my best true fren even i know sumtime i fierce when im not happy..

gal, u know ?? its been near 1 year edi.. u seldom ask me out.. u always busy when i ask u so.. u beeing more & more strange to me.. how cum u not dare 2 cum my bday party alone since u're most close to me ?? even pei ling this little gal she aso dare to cum alone, cos she treat me as her good fren.. why? why u cant ??!! my heart really pain when im thinking of my best fren didnt come on my big day ?? de feel is fucking lonely, lonely dan being single.. yesterday, again.. u dissapointed me again.. finally u say u're free to hang out yam cha v me.. i was so happy cos can share my all recently unhappy things v my best fren.. but de end, 8 pm i call u, u say u need wait for sum1 to give things, fine, i wait for u another hour.. 9 pm, u called, u ask me 2 wait for u until 12 am (means 4 hours) cos u got thing to do again but u never told me wat it is so dat i can have a reason to 4give u.. NO ! u never ! den until 1.20 am, u msg me ask me stil wanna hang out ?? sorry babe, its too late..(not de time, is u make me hurt) i dunno wat kind of emo i can use 2 face u.. u're my best true fren, how true ? 1st, i would never ever lie on u. 2nd, im always true to u, happy o unhappy. 3rd, im always stand by u no matter wat happen with no doubt........

but now.. im doubt abt u.. i think i shouldnt mad at u.. maybe u're not my last time *po anymore..

anyway, hope u happy ever after with ur own life..

Little devil, Gizmo..~~"

My dear little devil, gizmo.. 1 and half years old male silky terrier, damn hyperactive, super noisy, sometimes look loving & love pretend pity’s smart ass..

OUR GOAL KEEPER, GIZMO.. WOOF WOOF

His perfect move is ‘gong xi gong xi’ or please please, love to climb up stair dunno wat he busy abt, wat I love most is he can be future england ‘goal keeper’ he can catch ball perfectly and the only 1 I hate most is he love to ‘marking’ every corner of the house.. And and he love his ‘wiffy’(small pillow) very much, he will be crazy if he saw u hide his lover.. haha
The only thing to aware abt my litle devil, gizmo is everyone especially stranger must say hi to gizmo 1st when come in to house if not he sure bark non stop & hate u..

Recently my this little devil was very unlucky, few weeks ago his ear was infected after went grooming from pet shop.. he keep on scractch his ear until bleed, den we bring him to vet.. haih, pity him need to wear the thing( sumthing like umbrella) to cover from let him scratch his ear again.. the most sad part is we need to wash his ear every day for 2 weeks, I not dare to wash his ear cos I really sad to hear his pain.. I feel very sad & pain for him when see babe & his bro them wash his ear.. he cry very loud & pee cos too pain & scare..

THIS IS WHEN HE USED TO THE 'UMBRELLA' ~~"

Then today his right eye cant open, heard ‘dai sou’ say is he hurt by soap.. haih, poor gizmo need to wear the ‘umbrella’ again.. its been whole day edi, we’ve try all we can do but ur eye never really open.. now my mood jus like u very down, see u not in mood to play I dunno wat to do jus look at u lying on floor rest ..

Want know more abt me..? Shryne name represent me

Shryne,
You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible.
But for the important things, you pull it together.


~get it..? if get it pls tel me.. i stil not (100%) get it.. lolz~

A BAD sister..

Today is my bro's 1st day went back his college after his business course foundation.
I edi move out our house few months ago and he dont know abt it. Luckily i call him last week tell him abt i move so that he can stay at grandma house 1st.

He call me when i was in class waiting to present my stupid presentation which is rushing done by this morning. He tell me that he edi find a room nearby his coll which is at de shophouse. I know all de shophouse very lack facilities and uncomfortable so i dowan let him stay there and ask him why don stay v me. Then all the word he answer me really make me realize & awake abt my personality. He say I seldom went back hum leave him alone at hum always den he need to have dinner alone, and do everything alone. I really feel I'm a seriously damn bad sister. I remember last year is his 1st year at coll den he always sick cos he cant get use all de food at kl and drink very less water, he is too new here and me this bloody sister dun even take care of him keep on hang out v my ex bf even he is fever. I really feel so guilty to him, be as sister never care abt own bro.

Fei, shirley really feel so sorry to u.. pls forgive me and i promise we will stay happier this time, u wont be alone anymore.

unlucky day

Sad ar sad ar.. how cum I suddenly sick jor?!! Last nite I was very active run here & there at the mall searching pink polo-t for ma babe.. ngek ngek, dat is his 1st pink colour shirt wo.. hehe, so proud of it...Babe, must wear it oOoOoO.. i sure ur mommy luv it.. muahahaha

Hmm, today all a plan cant go jor lo.. cant have sweet warm dinner v ma babe, and sharon them and also cant go for our gathering at m.o.s club.. sad.. 2moro dear Victoria them gonna back hometown edi.. haih, really hate this fever make me cant see ma dear Victoria & jesslyn for 1 last time.. anyway, I will miss u gal so much..
YoOoOo, I wan go play at m.o.s.. now lying on bed look at da clock da time near & near to 11 pm make me hope I suddenly recover le.. haih, I think now they sure very enjoy edi.. cos tonite damn many pl going even our very goodboy collmate, lawrence going aso.. sure very fun lo.. swt..

Haih, sad ar.. now so many pl going back humtown edi even ma babe aso( hng, angry u) make me duno wat to do during Chinese new year.. LONELY I MRS LONELY......


swt, babe wanna bring ma duck duck back humtown.. poor duck duck sure get torture by him.. wu~~~