heart broken

19 nov , today after watch movie, I went home on9 check mail.. I see his msg on msn.. he ask me giv him back his thing.. I msg him n discuss v him abt it.. at 1st I dun hav d feel 2 giv him back cos I dunno y stil dowan lost him.. d end in d conversation I have asked him : u really wanna clear up all d thing v me ?... he replied : yes.
On dat time my heart totally broken, it was bleeding it was pain.. on dat time stupid me dunn wat to do jus keep on control my tears not to out.. cos I edi promise myself not to cry for this bastard anymore..

I went to up stair, try to make myself slep, suddenly babe come in.. he can feel my sadness, he keep on ask me wat happen v me v d bastard.. Finally my tears raining out, i told him everything.. dat is really I 1st time cry when after d argument, it edi few weeks.. he tel me quite many story abt himself.. haih,cant believe he got dumb by a gal b4 dat time he aso very sad like me but he must face d fact, so dat he can live happily when recover..

We chat for few hours until d day morning d, my sadness aso follow d nite slowly over.. finally, I cry for u… haha, stupid gal..

dont u feel im at ur side dat day ?

Friday, I have skipped d class to accompany mr nick & alex bring mr james to hospital.. actually is I got a bit fever when after wake up.. hehe, d cute fatty suddenly broke his ankle during working.. pls don work too hard man, take k ya..

After see d doctor we went chili’s restaurant to have meal.. I feel very sad when heard he say he feel wanna cry when d 1st day his ankle broke.. cos he work whole day never have 1 meal den back home hardly staright slep d.. on next day, he hungry like hell n totally cant go down from bed.. he cant go anywhere, he cant go toilet cant cook, feel thirsty & his cigarettes also almost finish d.. on dat moment he feel suffer, no body at home can take k of him.. haih, pity him.. luckily d end his gf came from penang to take k him.. wat a sweet gal, & 24 good gf.. haha..

On 5pm, we rushing back to klia to fetch dear Sharon back from skol.. shit, whole ldp highway jammed like hell..suddenly, nick ask me is it ‘his’ car is pearl white myVi n d **** number plate, I was shock ! how he know.. suddenly his appear beside our car.. but it jus a while oly, we at d bridge, he is going under d bridge.. I turned ma head til almost 180 degree to look at him.. I really hope to see his face, but his car mirror tinted black in colour cant see it clearly.. swt.. nvm la, dats good also can let me 4get his stupid more faster.. haha..

we used 1 hour oly reach puchong den use another 1 hour again oly reach klia.. pity Sharon wait 4 us for 2 hours.. really so sorry dear Sharon.. haih.. dun angry ya, but I think u edi punished alex in room d.. haha.. jus jk

Happy bufday Shelly gal.. muakz

13 nov 2008 wed, that day is my lovely cutie collmate, shelly’s birthday. We all gals plan to celebrate it at pj 1u but dear Jessie she not sure the way to go then change the plan to sunway pyramid.. haha, swt… on the morning I tink shelly them keep on ask me fast go sunway pyramid meet them den I quickly prepare when after I answer the phone.. cos I edi late for d ‘date’ v bufday gal, shelly.. hehe.. when Im start going, suddenly they told me they finish have breakfast at sunway pyramid den try to go 1u.. so I go 1u, when on d way, suddenly a call from shelly again.. she ask me don go to 1u, its stupid Jessie play at me cos I late for few hours.. hehe.. but I din angry la.. cos im out from home oly.. hahaha, luckily..

When at sunway pyramid we 6 gals devided in 2 groups, cos shelly, joanne, n ‘ceiling’(sorry dunno how 2 type ur name,haha) wan to skating.. so me, Jessie, n Victoria this 3 lazy gals went shop around.. actually is shopaholic la.. haha..
3 of us went to a lot of shop d but din see anything dat is attract us.. got ! jus 1 pair of gold+black colour high heel shoes at guess in very attract us.. but for me dat shoe’s heel is too high for me this tall gal, its 4 inch high, summore it cost 400++ oOoOOo.. wa, wait til I found a gold turtle la.. haha..

After shelly them finish enjoy their skating, we went to kim gary have some break.. we all plan to drink the big big cup of bufday ice tea together.. on d way we walking there, I have a weird feel on d restaurant but not sure abt it.. when reach there, we lok at d menu search the whole menu oly realize dat the big cup of ice tea rpomotio is not at kim gary, its at wong kok restaurant.. we all straight ‘za dou’ n laugh hardly..
I can see there is a bit disappointed emo from shelly’s cute face.. but she say she is ver happy today, cos this is her 1st time celebrate her bufday v her fren if not she jus celebrate v her family oly.. on dat time I feel a bit sad den I straight change my plan I hold her hand faster wish her happy birthday(actually plan wan be d last wish her) n tell her dat from now she every year will have a lot of fren celebrate her bufday v her.. shelly gal, wat a cute n pure gal I ever seen..

We play n chit-chat around in d restaurant, we play til very crazy.. I can feel d area we sit is full of my stupid sound cos stupid Jessie keep on tickle me.. swt, I very scare of it.. den we all suddenly bcome camhoring again.. I took Victoria’s phone to see all d pic dat we took happily.. suddenly I see some of the pic dat we took at supper club few days ago.. I see his face in d phone, my heart straight pain like hell, my eye is flooding tears gonna out, I hardly control my feel n stoned look at d pic for quite long time.. suddenly they all ask y my face suddenly so dat emo but I jus say may I a bit tired den oly they continue chit-chat.. I look at them especially who r single can play n enjoy their life happily den I feel y I cant be like them.. so on dat time, I decided not to think d stupid bastard anymore !!!

Life for yourself Shryne girl !!! gambade neh !!!

Who Am I ?

1. am i so dat stupid ?? always let gal fren betray..

2. am i so dat easy trust pl ?? always know get cheated at d end..

3. am i so dat easy bully ?? always let gal bully only, until up to ma head..

4. if im really this kind of pl, wat for being ma fren ??

pls don hurt me anymore.. going b crazy

HUGGIES

Last night after taking nice bath, I take a big shirt wear then lying on bed chatting v friend. Suddenly I realize that the shirt I wear is yours. Even when I am chatting with friend then about you suddenly. Haha, crazy me. This (edwin)shirt I keep it in the deepest part of my cupboard, dunno y suddenly i take it and wear. I feel comfortable when wear it, it still have your perfume smell. Swt, it make me can’t sleep well whole night, it makes me keep thinking of you, feel want find out the feel every time you wear this shirt hug me when sleep. That time I always complain want huggies. The end, whole night can’t sleep, because don’t have the feel. Haha. My mind is full of memories that you give it to me. It was very blur, but I know all is those sad memories. Want happy memory ? Got, the time when u came my home. That’s all… Haih, that few month really feel like I am a totally single girl. Haha, 1 year edi. Shryne, jus let it pass.. hope u happy ever after n appreciate your good gf now..

I like this, hope can b do it also.. (Which 1 do u like ?)

1. Don’t compare yourself with anyone in this world;
If you compare , you are insulting yourself .

2. No one will manufacture a lock without a key ;
Similarly God wont give problems without solutions .

3. Life laughs at you when you are unhappy;
Life smiles at you when you are happy;
Life salutes you when you make others happy !

4. Easy is to judges the mistakes of others;
Difficult is to recognize our own mistakes .
It is easy to protect your feet with slippers than to cover the Earth with carpet .

5. No one can go back and change a bad beginning;
But anyone can start now and create a successful ending .

6. If a problem can be solved, no need to worry about it .
If a problem cannot be solved what is the use of worrying ?

7. If you miss an opportunity, don’t fill the eye with tears .
It will hide another better opportunity in front of you .

8. “Changing the face” can change nothing;
But “Facing the change” can change everything .
Don’t complain about others;
Change yourself if you want peace .

9. Mistakes are painful when they happen .
But year’s later collection of mistakes is called experience,
Which leads to success .

10. Be bold when you loose
And be calm when you win .
Heated gold becomes ornament,

Heated copper becomes wires,
Depleted stones becomes statues .
So the more pain you get in life
You become more valuable .

11. Every successful person has a painful story,
Every painful story has a successful ending .
Accept the pain and get ready for success .

This called LOVE ?

Nowadays, still got 1 man love a girl so much.(My gud buddy) He almost everyday take around 2 hours drive his car to accompany the girl he love for the only few hours until midnight. And then early in the morning he need wake up and work again..

This morning, he told me this week he sleep not more than 3 hours.. And he owes those money lenders a lot of money.. Everyday he spends almost 100 buds just for the girl.. He very suffers in this kind of life bt he still wan continues.. This is because he love her.. He told me a lot of gud thing abt the girl.. He said the girl elder than him 1 year,23 years old, working at boutique, never date v guy b4, very pure and gentle.. Bt in my eye, I always hear the girl scold and say rude in d phone and treat him quite fierce when I 1st time see the girl at the boutique she work, I was so shock when see the girl. Her style was a so sexy, sleeveless top with a mini skirt, hair so funky and big smoky eye make up.. So, do u feel the girl exactly same as wat he say ??!!! God, I don think so..

Now, he got so many problem cants solved.. Bt he still sacrificed himself for the girl..
I’m very angry abt him and scold him hardly bt he still want to be with the girl.. I really very worry if the girl doesn’t wan accept him.. More than 2 month edi, the girl still haven accept him.. He still hardly treats the girl nicely and gives everything she wants..

Oh my frens, is any1 can tell me wat 2 do so that he can realize wat his wrong or right ??
Pls let me know wat 2 do..

~fren and best fren~

I’m hoping to get a few back, I know I have some friends out there!

Hi everyone!

Friend: calls your parents by mr. and mrs.
Best friend: calls your parents dad and mom.
Friend: has never seen you cry
Best Friend: has always had the best shoulder to cry on
Friend: never asks for anything to eat or drink
Best friend: opens the fridge and makes herself at home ?
Friend: asks you to write down your number.
Best friend : they ask you for their number ( cuz they can’t remember it)
Friend: borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back .
Best friend: has a closet full of your stuff
Friend: only knows a few things about you
Best friend: could write a biography on your life
Friend: will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing ?
Best friend: will always go with you

Friend: would ignore this message
Best friend: will reply me back say: I am your best ever friend !

Friends Forever!
Written with a pen
Sealed with a kiss
If you are my friend,
Please answer this:
Are we friends or are we not?
You told me once, but I forgot..
So tell me now and tell me true,
So I can say , I am here for you.
Of all the friends I’ve ever met,
You’re the ones I won’t forget..