HoHoHo..! Chr!stmaX Com!ng... ♥

Yeah.. my nightmare goin to over soon.. hahaha..

My Chistmax mood slowly ON now.. hehehe..

keep thinking of wat present for my best friends &  family..

lolz, of coz family easy la.. cook for them lo.. hohoho

hmm, for my luvly bobo..??? Appeton weight gain.. ngek ngek ngek XD

Lastly, for my babes..hehe..*blush..

im so happy its been damn long time i've never buy christmax present for frens d..

i think its been almost 5 years after my dear dear, K***** leave..

argh, don think abt it la.. hahaha

ok, i've use almost 3 weeks time to search, finally... hehehe

i've buy something cute to u all la.. hahahha blek.. XD

Chun bo? ~~~KARMA~~~

趣味測試看透你三生三世 心理測驗，結果是 蝴蝶

你在前世有過這樣的經歷：前世的你是個侵略性很強的人，

你擁有顯赫的家世與出眾的才貌，所以你很霸道，

你經常欺騙真心待你的人，還愛玩腳踏兩條船的遊戲。

上天對你的所作所為很不滿喲！

於是讓你在今世裏變成一個脆弱的人，

你必須重新建立良好的做人原則才能得到幸福。

*今世的你:

今世的你是個喜歡呼朋喚友的人，

愛熱鬧，一刻也停不下來。

只有在人多的時候，你才有安全感，

你害怕落單，所以時時刻刻都要一大幫子人圍著你，

你就像個脆弱無力的小孩一樣，

一點小小的打擊就能致你于死地。

這樣的你缺乏自信以及缺乏成熟的頭腦，

活在別人翅膀底下可不行喲！

你喜歡細心週到型的感情模式，

你在戀愛的時候會變得格外地憂柔寡斷...，

所以就會顯得不乾脆，

這樣的你很容易嚇跑個性強的人喲！

你的愛情攻勢很任性呢！

*你的缺點:

過於情緒化的你依賴性太強，心態幼稚的你喜歡被別人呵護，做事缺乏判斷力和獨立性，連一點點小小的波折都經不起呢！

*今世跟你速配的人:想轉世做金魚的人。

who let the dogs out ! woof woof !

D.O.G

shryne gonna be crazy after see all my frens surrounded v dogs..

being my bf 1st thing must have dogs.. argh ! love dogs so much...

but my weirdo daddy owned a pet shop when i was child, he sell every pets except dogs & cats..

swt... he afraid of it.. duh...

farnie daddy so big size scare of small furry thing.. muahahaha..

he dunno how adorable the dogs are.. wuu~~

ok, staright to the shit i wanna shout it loud !!! i wanna have a dog !!! i cant stand anymore !!!

DOG

DOGS

DOGGIES

DOGSSSS!!!!!

After discuss v my damn bro.. add this minus that, we left 2 option.. there is 1 big dog & a small dog.. 'HUSKY & MALTESE' guess wat?? because my bro wan white colour dog.. argh... fine, because for small dog i prefer schnauzer, but my damn bro say look so old...(his face not much differant la) haih...

SO pls give me some option which dog i should choose ?

1st: Maltese..??

or 2nd Husky..??

*wat am i thinking is, if i have maltese then can wear watever freaking cute costume to it ; other than that, if i have husky then i can bring it to fight wif Gizmo & babe vic's Baobei for revenge..!! muahaha

i still miss u.. unforgiven

phiew.. finally take a damn deep breath ask abt u..

2 years edi, i still miss u..

ur pic still in my wallet..

i've never tell any new frens abt u..

wat u've done to me ??

is unforgiven..

but im the 1 who take down my face beg u back..

ITS VERY EMBARASED DAY

cool blood u, leave me v'out a word...

Today, i ask pl abt u

its stupid act

jus know its ur final year in mlys

no matter u still miss me ono

still remember me ono

I, 'dai gu jie'

wish

U, 'dai yi ma'

happy ever after

of cos wish our

'mommy' also

still remember our song

G.L.A.M.O.R.O.U.S

Thankz v'out let u know ><"

today.. shryne is very bad in mood in the morning when after back from college... she got some tragedi.. worst thing from a bloody slut biatch.. actually shryne edi have sense of get this tragedi happen bt this is more worst than she think.. anyway, i don wan talk abt this anymore.. pl who know me will can guess wat the hell happen on me again..

all right.. talk abt who shryne gal wan to thank... hehe, guess who??!! is my dum dum, bobo, & lovely babe nick.. hehe, bobo is enjoy playing his favourite dj mixer player now wif dunno wat am i doin over here.. the song he play is my favourite r&b song.. he is getting improve his skill now.. is he gonna be dj in future?? nah! i wont let him be, later those gal in club snatch my bobo away.. haha.. so selfish..

y suddenly talk so far?? lolz... crazy me.. ok, back to main..
after i back from college, the 1st person i wanna talk is babe ken, i know he is busy working in singapore now.. i don wan let him know how useless am i... i was very down & dissapointed 2 myself.. feel like i better do as my mom say... jus go work dun nid study since i don like 2 study.. bt mom, if wan me work, wat job should i do?? there 2 job offer to me in good salary only, jus modelling in s*** bmg, or be air stewardess... this 2 job make me feel more useless.. i have been heared a lot of bad thing abt this 2 job especialy gossip thing or girls fight..

i head damn pain like hell keep on worry this & that.. i feel like wanna release try find sum1else 2 talk... so i called my babe gurl victoria... the funny thing is i dunno how 2 talk 2 her.. i feel like don wan let any1 else know how useless am i.. haih........ shryne gonna crazy la !!! @#$^*

the best thing is drive car like crazy 2 cool myself down.. i love to cry in car.. dunno y, haha how freak am i.. swt thing is my tears didint out this time.. this make me more suffer..==" argh !!!! 2nd, i go play fb.. hahaha.. erm.. ok lo.. watch some korea stupid comedy laugh laugh a while den bobo come.. ask me out have lunch v him.. on the way to the stall we always go he suddenly feel like go sumwhere else eat & watch movie.. so we change our plan 2 times square..

woohoo..!! its long time bobo never pursposely bring me go shopping & watch movie !! muahahaha.. how happy am i?? thank god mayb know i very bad in mood... at times square we go eat ayam penyet after buy movie ticket.. lolz.. the ayam penyet taste too dry.. break my mood, js like guys love 2 say "potong stim".. dah! watever la.. after eat do wat??!!! of cos is all gal's love activities la !! shopping time !!! muahahahaha.....

i wanna shop as much as i wan.. but..... but.. but..... times square don have much the brand of boutique i wan !!! argh !! don care la.. js buy wat i like.. ngek ngek.. guess wat i buy ??!! lolz... LALA thing.. hahaa... i've try a lot of skirt over there.. wow all price cheap like hell & so their materials also cant convience me 2 buy them.. lolz, the most funy thing is bobo "beh tahan" all the clothes i tried.. cos its too LALA.. hahha.. u know gals mus at least buy sumthing 1 la sine they edi step in mall.. so i jus cincai buy 2 skirt & 1 beach bag.. && another 1 cute bag is for my babe gurl vicki's bday present.. gurl, i've try hard 2 choose as cute as i can wif my ur so called too mature taste.. hahha

i was very very happy after back from mall today... mus thanks 2 u, bobo.. help me release my bad mood.. phiew... release !!! muahahah.. thank you...^^

A letter for u..

I know u wont see my blog even u help me create it.. i jus wanna say out my final feel..




Bobo,

Do u really love me ? I mean in sincere, do u ever think of marriage ? If u do love me then how u show me your love ?

Yes, i know u love me all the time, especially beginning of our relationship, we have been gone through many thing before our relationshp start. But is it through by heart i dont know, i always doubt it. I do think of our marriage, because u always talk about it when we together. But is it the end of our love sory is happy ever after ? I do always love u, u know it, u can feel it, but u feel irritating with it.

Babe, u always dont care anything at all because u dont want do extra thing or u lazy with it. Even your girlfriend u can leave her back alone when during her birthday. Never think of any plan for her when her birthday, just leave her alone have supper at mcD count down her own birthday and walk at mall alone during her birthday. How u can be so cruel to me ? I dont know whats my wrong, i have this kind of worst birthday in my life.

We always argue, we also argue at christmas, new year eve, chinese new year, my birthday, valentine, your birthday & any other celebration. Normal days, we sure argue more than 5 times a week. U always make excuses of discount your care & love to me by your experience with your ex. Is it u should do this kind of fucking thing to me ?

Babe, since u so lazy & dont care at all. So, what my conclusion is its time for me to let u go ahead enjoy your own lazy life. U know what i want from from u, u know its easy, u still lazy to change it. I start lazy to love u since u so lazy. Bye, my bobo..

Love, babe

What kind of mood ???

One year once funeral coming soon.. ken, michelle, anna, nick, bryan, jordan, kim and shryne..... eight, just left 8 of us only... where the others 10 pl going ?? its been 6 years edi... people coming its getting less n less.. this 6 years a lot of thing happen.. i lost a lot of thing, i lost my fren, my career, my true love again and again.. its 3rd time i lost my dearest man last year.. its my revenge for what i've done for the pass.. what should i talk to them when i see them since the worst mistake i make last year? time go so fast, its almost 1 year edi.. its 1st time i so blur choose not listen to them, make them sad n worry abt me again n again.. when i get hurt, they worry me like hell keep on asking am i fine and take good care of me when i back from the hell place.. i know im so selfish and childish always don like 2 face the truth when somethng unhappy happen, i jus know hide behind of u all only.. i feel so guilty when everytime think of babe postpone his career at singapore jus becos of me.. im sorry babe.. hmm, now i think i know wat to tel u when i meet u edi.. hahax.. i think u'll be very proud of me when u hear wat i've done n learn for this 1 year.. miss u all so much, and also the life of hip hop..