A letter for u..

I know u wont see my blog even u help me create it.. i jus wanna say out my final feel..




Bobo,

Do u really love me ? I mean in sincere, do u ever think of marriage ? If u do love me then how u show me your love ?

Yes, i know u love me all the time, especially beginning of our relationship, we have been gone through many thing before our relationshp start. But is it through by heart i dont know, i always doubt it. I do think of our marriage, because u always talk about it when we together. But is it the end of our love sory is happy ever after ? I do always love u, u know it, u can feel it, but u feel irritating with it.

Babe, u always dont care anything at all because u dont want do extra thing or u lazy with it. Even your girlfriend u can leave her back alone when during her birthday. Never think of any plan for her when her birthday, just leave her alone have supper at mcD count down her own birthday and walk at mall alone during her birthday. How u can be so cruel to me ? I dont know whats my wrong, i have this kind of worst birthday in my life.

We always argue, we also argue at christmas, new year eve, chinese new year, my birthday, valentine, your birthday & any other celebration. Normal days, we sure argue more than 5 times a week. U always make excuses of discount your care & love to me by your experience with your ex. Is it u should do this kind of fucking thing to me ?

Babe, since u so lazy & dont care at all. So, what my conclusion is its time for me to let u go ahead enjoy your own lazy life. U know what i want from from u, u know its easy, u still lazy to change it. I start lazy to love u since u so lazy. Bye, my bobo..

Love, babe

What kind of mood ???

One year once funeral coming soon.. ken, michelle, anna, nick, bryan, jordan, kim and shryne..... eight, just left 8 of us only... where the others 10 pl going ?? its been 6 years edi... people coming its getting less n less.. this 6 years a lot of thing happen.. i lost a lot of thing, i lost my fren, my career, my true love again and again.. its 3rd time i lost my dearest man last year.. its my revenge for what i've done for the pass.. what should i talk to them when i see them since the worst mistake i make last year? time go so fast, its almost 1 year edi.. its 1st time i so blur choose not listen to them, make them sad n worry abt me again n again.. when i get hurt, they worry me like hell keep on asking am i fine and take good care of me when i back from the hell place.. i know im so selfish and childish always don like 2 face the truth when somethng unhappy happen, i jus know hide behind of u all only.. i feel so guilty when everytime think of babe postpone his career at singapore jus becos of me.. im sorry babe.. hmm, now i think i know wat to tel u when i meet u edi.. hahax.. i think u'll be very proud of me when u hear wat i've done n learn for this 1 year.. miss u all so much, and also the life of hip hop..